| I feel bad for the things i done this year. Yeah your suppose to follow your heart. But its going two ways. I do love my boyfriend, and i really really like this other guy. the kiss wasnt meant to happen, but i'm glad that it did happen, verry happy =) ....... but idk. i couldnt get him out of my mind after that kiss, and when i saw my bf... i broked down and cried. i'm so confuse, and want to start fresh after this year. i'm not being fair to my boyfriend nor to the other guy. But i really dont know what to do, or how to react. I love them both.... hopefully i get my mind straight and pick a guy. but if i pick the other guy, i wonder if he would leave his girl for me? but if i leave my boyfriend... see i dont know what to do . GAH! >.>
p.s.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
Chuc Mung Nam Moi </3
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| gr dammit!!!!!!!! LOL uhm i have my monthly thing. i have a headache. my hair is awesome though. so it makes up for all the bull. uhmmmm today is okay. this weekend going to muskegon and camping... going to mi adv. hopefully it'll be fun. i got to talk to jay this morning. buht he had to go becuhz he was at work. uhm at hien's right now. lets see. kinda hungry. bored. and cranky. lol xDDD uhm lets see westland is so effing ghey. lol XD buht it'll be fine. hmmm im going to a nice looking skewl. buht prolly full of people i dont like. buht you'll never know. lets seeeeee uhm i cut my hair. i'm still bored. lol lets see ... yeah excited for this weekend. ;D mwahaha lol hahahaha  
 
thats how i look now. lol :D be jealous fools. lol jkjkjk well myspace time. byee :] |
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wow xanga changed alot. so how it going? im a loser on xanga. lol no one to talk to buhtt its okay you know? lol myspace is not very happening either. lol pretty lame too. well lets see... lets update about myself... well im 17 now lol wooo and uhm i think me and AhKhing is done. We're definitely not going well anymore. Lots of things has happened to me that made a very big inpact on my life. Like John . lol... even though i had this huge crush on him since freshmen year it still there. its okay though. lol maybe we arent meant to be. well im moving next week to Westland. yeah and im gonna go to a ghetto skewl. full of preps and losers. lol and skater bois =] but i think im done with those type lollll... but uhm life is going pretty well... quiting my job soon and getting a new one when i move. i kind of dont want to anymore because of this feeling. lol well im outtie byeee love tons. =] muahxxx |
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| Hey life suck. Destiny not my friend... i really dont consider her one... work is getting me tired alot... just sleepy... my fault tho... hm what else... i dont want a bestfriend im good with a boyfriend and the family... friends are okay to hang... but not talk to about personal... what else today is shitty... i think im pmsing... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im just taking it out on words.... |
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but yeah Chi Hue (Boss at the place im bout to work at) called me yesterday and i start officially on FRIDAY!! wooo 
well yeah... nothing can beat the day i had yesterday... hahaha ^___^ i can probably make up creds and be a senior by next year... wooo.... up top ^___^ <(^_^<) well yeahhhh... tomorrow is going to be pretty busy... didnt do my math homework and i left it at home... so tomorrow no rest time for me by the time i get home be like 8pm or later and i have to stay up and finish it... oh yeah im passing all my classes with higher then a C ^______^ woooo celebrate... ^___^ so how are u guys? here some pics i took ^_____^ i was bored and so was my sis she wont lemme put hers tho...
